Today I am 27 weeks~Yay! I finished my two rounds of IV steroids,to help mature the baby's lungs.The IV antibiotics are also done,but now I will have to take a pill form for a few days,then just keep a eye on everything. Twice a week I'll have a ultrasound and a NST done daily(non stress test,which tracks the heart beat of the baby and my 'contractions') I believe and have trust in all these doctors. I feel good about being here,there's so much that could possibly go wrong and I know I'm in the right place. I believe God has us & wont lead us into nothing we can't handle. I just need to keep positive and think about all the good things that may be and can be.
I have to do whatever I need to,for this unborn baby,my son,our son,JR's baby brother. We've tried to hard to get to this point,it's taken us 5+years to conceive this baby and Im not willing to give up on him. All the pain I endure is worth the baby being born healthy and able to grow up..I would do it for both my kids-they are my life,I'd take a bullet for them in a heartbeat! John,I love him,so much he is my world & w/o him I don't know what I'd do. Without one another I don't think either of us could live on. We've become much closer during this pregnancy-it's truly great. We do love each other more than ever-and it continues to grow stronger as everyday passes. We've had to really do some 'growing' up..the last few days have been very emotional and life changing.
We all just want the baby to be okay. I'm thinking positive and will try to continue to stay that way until I'm given a reason not too.
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